I don't really like bowling.
I still remembered my first time with bowling was quite an embarrased one.
I was so excited. With the lightest ball in my hand, I cradle it and even do a little twirl of my foot + fancy actionssSSss before letting go of the ball. To my amaze the ball was thrown backwards instead of to the alley. The 6 pounds ball made a loud bang onto the floor and rolled to no-where.. then i had to rush to reach it...so awkward..
But since everyone nodded in agreement, we decided on bowling today. My friends were cruel enough to demand hi-5sss from me for their "STRIKE-after-STrike".. while i got neither "X" nor "/" but all "-/0" throughout the game!!!!!! ARgh.... NO next time!
Has a nasty case of the blues today.
My bf went for qingming staff. I want to go shopping at midvalley but I just know the way to Sunway.
After 78 minutes driving about like a chicken with it's head cut off, end up with, me, ALONE, writing blog here at my brothers' place.
I've being too dependant on him. Okay i know i can't lay the blame on him but its just too convenient to have a GPS-liked bf bringing me to everywhere i want to go....n that stopped me from learning.
Wonder ..what if one day he left me? what if one day he loves me no more? I never have these kind of trash in my mind before, but lately....
well, nothing had changed between yesterday and the day before and the day before the day before, but 'm not sure why... i'm becoming *vulgur*, (tats the word i used to dexcribe those gals who keep asking their bfs whether love them or not), may be its because i'm getting old?...may be my from-no-where confidence die away to no-where.... may be its because of the disatisfaction in works......may be its simply delayed reaction to past life-disappointment.. hmmm..
朋友之间，好像没有谁能陪谁一辈子这样的事。年纪一到，大家都迫不及待地迈入下一个阶段，唯恐迟一点就会万劫不复。被人鄙视、唾弃！就这样，一个又一个，前仆后继地朝圣去了，好了，稍有差池（比如三十岁还没有男朋友的，又比如三十岁有男朋友却没结婚的，再比如三十岁有男朋友却没结婚还得参加朋友婚礼的），满天神佛漫天紧箍咒，“几时结婚？”“几时请喝？”你翻滚、你顽劣、你撒谎、你挣扎，头上的箍越是收紧，紧到你忍不住暂且放下屠刀爆粗：“他妈的三年后啦！”然后，满天神佛先知一样看着孺子可教的你，耳提面命一番，悠悠却飘来一座泰山，一点也不客气地就压在你的身上：“三年前你也说三年后啊！一点诚意也没有。”哇！
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